A touch of Claire- baking, cooking& life

I can't wait to post this cake!! I made it to celebrate a friend's defense party. I've celebrating a lot recently, I weirdly feel happiness mixed with light sorrow. Like it is wonderful that my friend is becoming a doctor today, but I just get so frequently uncertain about my own future; like I just knew that  a close friend of mine got engaged today- my memory about college life suddenly flooded in my mind; how I wish I could witness the moment with you guys!!! I guess maybe right now everything seems to be behind the mist and full of uncertainty, eventually if you retrospect, things are shaping in some direction for some reason. I just want to say I was SO HAPPY that I was asked by my lab mates to make a cake (I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!) and it is just amazing to be trusted =D The cake is assembled by a green tea sponge cake (I love this sponge cake recipe!!! which is in Chinese...  http://blog.sina.com.cn/s/blog_5578602f0101gn6e.html ) and a cream cheese mousse with f

This week has been CRAZY!! (Whoops did I say that sometime somewhere already?) But I mean for real! I'm just constantly going through my forever confusion about many: life, science, science, life, what to have for lunch today lol, WHAT DOES DNA REPAIR HAVE TO DO WITH T CELL FUNCTION??? OK, the last one is just the 'brilliant' qualify exam (FYI, qualify exam is the test I need to take in order to become a phD candidate which I'm not yet) topic that I somehow came up with! And all my last week was all about this wild idea... I don't want to talk more about that- I've bored my lab mates enough and I'd better make a STOP. On the other hand, science is just all about someone coming up with crazy idea and someone else prove it right (or wrong). It's fascinating if you think of it in this way, but it is always so ambiguous, too. I get lost so easily T^T......I always feel it is so hard to feel fulfilled from experiment, which is a different story for bakin